I Miss Drumming

As my co-workers can testify to, my feet and hands never stop drumming on the desk between coding sessions, especially when the MP3 player is running. I really need to get back into it, but I suck so bad now that it's depressing compared to high school. I see it in my head. I can made my hands do it. But try it on the drumset, and all hell breaks loose. :-/